Will You Forgive Me?

Let the rain wash away this pain
Let the rain wash away this guilt
I am ever so sorry
That I left you there, alone and nearly dead
I cannot live knowing
I took your soul as my own
The rain it calms the burning inside me
I miss all those happy days
Where we would play and kiss
So tonight I will join you
Up where the stars play
All my hurts will heal, when I'm safe in your arms
Away from this dark empty place
I never meant to yell at you
It's not your fault
I'm the one who messed up
It was my choice
Not to take my meds
And from that day forth I hate myself
Just because I lost you
The light in my broken world