The Things I Never Said to You (I Swear I Always Wanted To)

I never said these things
but I promise, my dear,
I always meant to, and it's not my fault I didn't-
you left, never giving me the chance.

I'm sorry,
I love you,
where did you go?
And just what the hell do you expect me to do now?
You're so beautiful it makes my heart hurt.
And oh, you're so good at disappearing,
and oh, how i miss your laugh across the crowded room.
I could've been your everything,
you could've been my hero
just you and me against the world.
I hate you, but I love you,
who have you become?
Fuck you for leaving, you said you never would,
but promises never did mean much to you.