Those Nights

Those nights when you can’t fall asleep
Those nights when you count endless sheep
When you think no one can hear
When all that’s there is fear

When your heart cries but no tears fall
When under the pillows you gently crawl
Those nights when you want to cry your heart out
Those nights when all you want to do is shout

Those nights when you stab the air
Those nights when you pull out your hair
When all that hears you is nothingness
When your life is nothing but a mess

When death watches you from across the street
When blankets no longer cover your cold feet
Those nights that make you wish you were dead
Those nights; there’s more ahead