Happiness Declined

In my room at night,
Where I lay and write,
About how I'm not alright,
I just can't stop.

Thinking about the past,
Life's going by so fast,
Will I ever last?
I just can't stop.

I feel like dying,
I cant stop my crying,
I keep on trying,
I just can't stop.

I don't know what's wrong,
Too hard to stay strong,
Or even sing the song,
I just can't stop.

My heart fills with pain,
Will I ever be the same?
I've finally gone insane,
I just can't stop.

I feel like dying,
I cant stop my crying,
I keep on trying,
I just can't stop.

My sadness wont stop,
I was once at the top,
But I finally dropped,
I just can't stop.

My mind on the run,
For it's only just begun,
In my hand I hold a gun,
I just can't stop.

I feel like dying,
I cant stop my crying,
I keep on trying,
I just can't stop.

Help me make it through,
Can I count on you?
If only you actually knew,
What I've gotten into.

I feel like dying,
I cant stop my crying,
I keep on trying,
I just can't stop

I'm so close to dying,
I'm so sick of crying,
I finally quit trying,
But I still can't stop.