Forever and Counting

I can stay with you and feel nothing
Or let you go and lose something
But what am I loseing?
One less word that cuts me deeply?
One less hit in this emotional war?
I am dead, what more do you want?
I have given up on you
And you have given up on me
So why bother?
What's the point in living when you feel so dead?
Why should I love you when you kill me with lies?
I'll clean up the blood
And wipe all my tears
And I'll let you go
Since you are gone in reality anyway
I know you've "noticed" my pain and suffering
But then why aren't you here to pick me off the floor?
Why aren't you here when I need you?

Where did "forever" go?
I'm still here...I'll be waiting for you

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