Why?

Why can’t you be mean so I can tell myself I’m better off without you?
Why do you always have to act so nice and sweet like you always do?
Don’t say you still want to be friends, just please don’t
Why can’t you just leave me to pick up the pieces alone?
Can’t you see what you do to my heart every time you talk to me?
You must be blind if you think I’m over you, if you can’t see

As if you don’t know you broke my heart when you said goodbye
And that every time I hear a song about you I cry
It was so real for me, but was it just a sick game to you?
Was I just some girl to stick by your side so you wouldn’t be alone?
You said you didn’t wanna hurt my feelings, didn’t wanna make me cry
So why didn’t you tell me about her sooner? Why? Why? Why?

But don’t you worry yourself about my broken heart
Don’t feel responsible, even though it’s all your fault
Just leave me alone so I can clean up the mess you left
No, I don’t want your sympathy, no, I don’t want your help
I never knew there existed such a long-lasting pain as this
Funny how I could get so attached to you without even a kiss

It doesn’t help when no one seems understands the pain I feel
I don’t believe them when they say eventually it will heal
I laid my heart on the line for you, told you how I felt
Is this what I get? You leaving my heart to melt?
No, I’ll never completely get you over, you’ll always remain
And as long as you stick around me I’ll never be completely sane

You’ll always have a piece of my heart that I’ll never get back
Forever there will always remain a fracture, a crack
You’ll never know how often I wish I’d never met you
Especially when I remember all the pain you put me through
They lied when they said it’s better to love and lose
I’d rather have never loved than live with this bruise

The worst part was finding out that you weren’t true
Why did you do it? Was I not good enough for you?
It hurts knowing that I loved you but you wanted someone else
You must have never really loved me if you fell for someone else
It’s hard, living with pain of knowing that you left me for her
I just wish I could get on with my life and forget all that we were