Trapped In My Own Hell

Screaming silence tortures my ears
Red stains of blood replace my tears
Awake I fall and alone I crawl
I thought I had something but I have nothing at all

My own prison renders me useless
As I call out your name
I have no where to place the blame
But upon myself and no one else

There is nothing left to save
I promised you I would always be brave
That is not the only promise I have ever kept
You will wake up to find I died when you slept

Rising from the ashes comes my doubt
This little piece of hell I cannot live without
The bells call me by the name
Bury my body when it begins to rain.