Best friend

Have you ever felt something so intense, so intense that it scares you? Have you ever known someone who when you look in their eyes, your heart melts like honey, and your stomach twisting, your heart beating so fast that it could power an airplane? Ever had a best friend, that you love but couldn't have, and talking to them was the best and worse thing that someone could possibly feel? Like an internal conflict in your body, fighting each other off until there's nothing left? Been held in someone's arms and feel so comfortable, so natural? I have. I felt more then you can even imagine, and not one person could change the way I feel for him.