Silence

The silence always finds me trying to take the beautiful sounds of life from my very soul.
Rare is it for me to enjoy the silence that is here with me because it killes every fiber of my soul..
My demons offten scream, shout try to do something to ward off all the harm that silence brings with it.
All the sounds the music ,talking ,howl of the wind ,cars passing those things let me know that the silence will never take hold .
Oh how I wish for silence to leave me be but no it won't because a little part of me wish for the silence to engulf me .