Goodbye, My Sweet

I stand at my cracked window and try to guess what might be out there
I wait for you to come home
Though I know that is all lost hope

Who did you see!
What made you do it!
Where did you go!
When did you go to see her!
Why can't my blind eyes find you anymore like they could only yesterday!

I feel my way through the hallway, the living room, down the stairs, through the dining room and into the kitchen where my hands stretch over the counter top to find the vase holding my supply of coocking knives.

You where my only love... the only one I could love... and now I will hurt you the way you hurt me
Only for my it is finaly over.

I grasp a knife and hold it's tip near my heart and I push the blade through my chest letting the blood flow, letting myself colapse, and letting myself slip from this reality to the next without a tear in the end of my world

Good bye my sweet I hope you hurt like I