Change Isn't Always Good

What on earth goes on in your head?
Boy, I love you despite what you've said.
And you love me despite all your dread.
Maybe we can truly be together once we're dead.

We've been playing this game for years.
Lost souls wiping away each other's tears.
Sharing the covers for more than hiding from fears.
Sometimes smiles would show after three cheers.

But then it all changed.
So fast I couldn't breathe.
I couldnt be enough for you.
You couldn't be enough for me.

But boy were we wrong
To think we could ever survive
Without each other there
With the love we could barely provide.

Its all we ever had.
All we'd ever need.
But we cant get past ourselves
To fulfill the empty greed.

But I want you back more than anything.
Because without you I am numb.
So ill cut to feel at all.
Cut until I'm dumb.

And we'll beed out all the rest.
All the love built up within our chests.
And sit until we rust
Fade and turn to dust.