driving me insane. .

every thought of you drills my soul,

leaving me with thousands of tiny holes. .

is it love or lust or a complete mind bend,

living my life without you again. .

crying dying i can't let go,

tear drops gently hit the floor. .

the things you've done i never deserved,

am i sick or just absurd. .

following you thru this brutal hell,

that you create just to feel the smell. .

like a flower with its petals pulled,

you long for blood from this single rose. .

milk the stem to the very last drop,

throw it down and just walk off. .