cancer

i feel death calling my name then it starts happening. losing my breath i scream for help as deaths squeezes my throat. my heart is exploding. then the pain slowly loosens, my world is shaking, i can't move, i can't breath. oh dear god what's happening to me!? mama please save me stop what going on! daddy forgive me of my sins, sister please stop crying i can't handle your tears falling on me... why did cancer take me? then i'm swallowed in night, then i see the black parade comin and know it's not the end.