Am I more than you bargained for yet?

They call me emo because of my music.
They call me emo because I like black.
They call me emo because of my scars.
They call me emo because of what's hidden inside.

They say I'm happy because of the sparkle in my eye.
They say I'm happy because I care.
They say I'm happy because I laugh.
They say I'm happy because I smile.

They call me lazy because I don't do much.
They call me lazy because I spend the day in bed.
They call me lazy because I am tired.
They say I am lazy because I lack energy.

I'm not an emo because I have scars or secrets.
I'm not happy - I'm just good at faking a smile.
I'm not lazy - I'm tired of life, with no energy to live anymore.
So I'll tell you what I think, using the words of Pierce the Veil:
To live is just to fall asleep, to die is to awake...