how i see reality

pain is the only real thing in life. . everything else is just a perception of your reality. .
you can make your own reality from whatever demented beliefs you come across. .
but your reality ain't the same reality for me or anyone else. .
yet if i take a razor and cut my arm its real. . its pain. .
and if you take a razor and cut your arm you feel the same pain i did. .
yet if your in love, with someone that loves you. .
then your reality becomes one. .
as you live in your one reality, everything works and has a smooth flow to it. .
if you start to drift apart. . the one reality no longer exists. .
one person may be forever lost in the reality that you once created. .
its hard to move on from a reality that is the nicest place you or i've ever experienced in life. .
but yet i must and so must you. . the hardest part is releasing yourself from the dreams you shared. .
which is what actually created the reality were lost in. .
everyone dreams of a brighter future, some call it fate, or even karma. .
but i believe every time you wake up in the morning you can create whatever reality you want to live. .
the only thing holding you back is yourself. .
if you think the reality you shared was wonderful, think of a even brighter one that has more love and care. .
i do. .my only goal in life is to never show any anger or unpleasant love in any form to anyone. .
why you may ask, its simple, "your beautiful and i love you too" . . and thats my reality. .peace. .