You Make Me Down

The more time that I have to think
Makes it harder to go forward
Every day I want to cry
For you, I have no clue
I try to make everything work
But just end up getting hurt
You make my thoughts of suicide
Cutting and wanting to get away
Just want to come true
Where I don't know you
Nor the people around me
Could make my life hell
With my past that secretly
Ways me down
The only thing in this world
That I have and never want to let go
Is my best friend
She knows how to make me smile
And brighten my day
Shes always there
For whenever I'm down
And do the craziest around