Nothing Specail

I could tell from the look you give me,
You hate me and you won't admit it.
You hate the girl your looking at.
You have no respect for her.
Why are you still there?!
Leave!

The girl that you used to know is gone.
In a puff of smoke,
Just like that.
Shes done with everyones crap,
Shes done with the drama,
Shes done with the lack of respect.

The voice that she used to laugh and sing with,
Is gone now.
Never to return,
Never to come home.

This drama that haunts her,
She burned it with the rage that burned deep inside.
The rage she bottled up,
The rage she kept to herself.

This is what gives her the reason to say goodbye.
The reason to not speak,
The reason not to care,
The reason to run,
The reason to want to die.

She has the right to scream,
To cry,
And to want to break in half.
Her mind is gone,
Her sanity is tainted,
Only a broken soul remains.

All of this she feels,
And its like a drug.
Keeping her sanity pinned to her sleeve,
Getting dirtier and dirtier,
With what the world has to offer.
Nothing can save her now.
Nothing can save me.
Not now,
Not ever.
Only the boy I care about could get me to talk.
Yet hes dissapeared within the crowd.
Left here to wonder if he will be back.

If he will ever be back...