Tried

There is so many things i have tried,
On all the nights i have cried.
A cut from a blade,
Marks that will never fade.
I breathed in smoke,
That made me choke.
I went so high,
I thought i would die.
Knocked back a drink,
So i wouldnt have to think.
Burnt my arm with fire,
When i wouldnt get any higher.
None of it helped at all,
I still continued to fall.
There are so many things i have tried,
On all the nights i have cried.