CNPS

Cold. Numb. Pain. Stinging.

My hands, feet, and parts of my heart are cold.
My brain and parts of my heart feel numb.
My head, knees, back, and parts of my heart are in pain.
My eyes are stinging from the lack of sleep and the tears I've shed.
I don't want to feel any of that.

Security. Warmth. Happy. You.

I want to feel the security of you there.
I want to feel the warmth of your arms around me.
I want to be happy with you.
I want you to love me.
I want to feel all of that.

Why can't I?