Dead End

i sit here and
admire from far away
never completly understanding
my admiration for you
wondering is it possible that
you could feel the same way
i do
my friends say its a dead end
and deep down in my heart i know
its true
but i cant seem to shake the feeling
of wanting to be with you
maybe if we try it i can quickly and
easily forget about you
but i cant change the fact
that maybe im falling deeply in love
with you
if only you knew how deeply it
hurts not talking to you then you'll
understand my complete irritation
with you
but still i wonder is it possible for you
to feel the same way i do
i want to believe you do
honestly i do, i really want to
but im starting to agree with my friends
maybe i should just stop because
this is headed no where but
to a dead end