I Don't Feel (Bad)

I can't find a home ground
I feel misplaced
Like I don't owe anyone
Consequently I'm a liar
And a deceiver

And I don't feel bad
I don't feel bad for leaving
I don't feel sad
Because I've always been lost
All me when you've found me
I'm only waiting to be found
Wandering to be found

Since '03 I've been
Walking in clouds
Floating in the crowds
And gazing at the stars
To navigate my way to home

It feels lost above these clouds
Warm is glimpsed
Somewhere down below

Should I just follow the jet stream
End hope it leads me to my dreams
Or skim through the clouds
Wings outstretched
And glide

Across the ocean I see function
I see destruction
Of normality
In destruction
Of religion
Or volition
The end of passion
Is been and gone
And it didn't touch me
For it's all I can clearly
Touch, feel and see