Monster

I've turned around, inside out.
Far from what I used to be.
Give up, let go, walk out.
Baby, please, leave me.
Everybody stares,
everybody sees.
They see what I have become,
they see the monster deep inside.
These scars will never fade,
this nightmare will never leave.
What can I do to end it? Nothing.
Its claws scratch the surface,
my flesh starts to peel.
This searing pain is almost unreal.
I know what I did, God,
and I know how it's been done.
This monster just doesn't care.
I think its fun has just begun.