Why Does It Have to Turn Out This Way?

Time and time again,
I've caught my self dreaming.
Waking up screaming,
it's all about you.
You refuse.
I'm confused.
What's with you staring?
Me caring!
How joined together is this pairing?
Hearts tearing.
I'm swearing it wasn't meant to be.
I can see......
No me.
So mean thought we where a team.
I'm so tired of these dreams.
They're reoccuring themes.
♠ ♠ ♠
Difficult times.