Life in a "Difficult" Relationship

She's dreading.Fearing.
Teary eyes,deceving guys.
Running lies.
Falling ties.
Calling minds.

Looking for things she never finds.
Shes far to kind.
She can't see.
Not all relationships are ment to be.
If she was alone,She would be much more free.

She's tired of abuse.
Moments of over use.
As she makes up every excuse.

She doesn't let anyone see the pain.
When she is alone,she lets the tears rain.
only shreds of her dignity remain.
Hoping some day she will regain the pride.
But for now she is just in for the ride.

For some day,I hope she'll find.
She doesn't need a man.
She can stand.
Tall and proud.
Fierce and loud.
Never blends into a crowd.