Sugar
testament to the words you think but never say
to have the attention of the calss anyways
but hoping for a safe way out
a guarantee that never comes about
but if i had to choose a safe place to stay
in the back of the library
kids stay away
when this was young
the words made sense
had to fit perfectly together
cause only the shadows could hear
you would cry and be sincere
and i would take my mask off
to show you scars that never healed
you'd marvel in such a way
that i could only breathe a sigh of relief
and hold your hand through a phone
and together we'd agree
that everything
would be okay
times sail through memory lane
and what was once a shared wish
would exist if there was something
to show it how to rest
under strict secrets the things we said
would come alive once more
as if things would change dramatically
only to bond behind a closed door
what you once shared
and what i once held to my chest
vanished in one moment of sadness
to wish things back together
a trigger to my goals that i would atest
that i had known you better than the rest
years should pass
days would slow greatly in mass
contact would perish through a new age
but i still tried to turn another page
i wanted the rest to come flooding back
like they had never gone
while i remember you now
you wouldn't let the rest see light
i thought it to be stronger than love
but i was wrong
so with a last tear hanging on a farewell
i wasn't able to recognize a smile
and i wished i could tell
but the seasons will change
the memories will too
as long as the pain goes
i'll remain in the underground sanctum
where i'll gain a new name
and change how i process the things i cherish
it will now be a fun little game
to have the attention of the calss anyways
but hoping for a safe way out
a guarantee that never comes about
but if i had to choose a safe place to stay
in the back of the library
kids stay away
when this was young
the words made sense
had to fit perfectly together
cause only the shadows could hear
you would cry and be sincere
and i would take my mask off
to show you scars that never healed
you'd marvel in such a way
that i could only breathe a sigh of relief
and hold your hand through a phone
and together we'd agree
that everything
would be okay
times sail through memory lane
and what was once a shared wish
would exist if there was something
to show it how to rest
under strict secrets the things we said
would come alive once more
as if things would change dramatically
only to bond behind a closed door
what you once shared
and what i once held to my chest
vanished in one moment of sadness
to wish things back together
a trigger to my goals that i would atest
that i had known you better than the rest
years should pass
days would slow greatly in mass
contact would perish through a new age
but i still tried to turn another page
i wanted the rest to come flooding back
like they had never gone
while i remember you now
you wouldn't let the rest see light
i thought it to be stronger than love
but i was wrong
so with a last tear hanging on a farewell
i wasn't able to recognize a smile
and i wished i could tell
but the seasons will change
the memories will too
as long as the pain goes
i'll remain in the underground sanctum
where i'll gain a new name
and change how i process the things i cherish
it will now be a fun little game