Sugar

testament to the words you think but never say

to have the attention of the calss anyways

but hoping for a safe way out

a guarantee that never comes about

but if i had to choose a safe place to stay

in the back of the library

kids stay away

when this was young

the words made sense

had to fit perfectly together

cause only the shadows could hear

you would cry and be sincere

and i would take my mask off

to show you scars that never healed

you'd marvel in such a way

that i could only breathe a sigh of relief

and hold your hand through a phone

and together we'd agree

that everything

would be okay

times sail through memory lane

and what was once a shared wish

would exist if there was something

to show it how to rest

under strict secrets the things we said

would come alive once more

as if things would change dramatically

only to bond behind a closed door

what you once shared

and what i once held to my chest

vanished in one moment of sadness

to wish things back together

a trigger to my goals that i would atest

that i had known you better than the rest

years should pass

days would slow greatly in mass

contact would perish through a new age

but i still tried to turn another page

i wanted the rest to come flooding back

like they had never gone

while i remember you now

you wouldn't let the rest see light

i thought it to be stronger than love

but i was wrong

so with a last tear hanging on a farewell

i wasn't able to recognize a smile

and i wished i could tell

but the seasons will change

the memories will too

as long as the pain goes

i'll remain in the underground sanctum

where i'll gain a new name

and change how i process the things i cherish

it will now be a fun little game