Leading to blood

Thoughts spin.
Vision blurs.
Colors mix together.
Nothing makes sense anymore,
It all fades to
Shades of gray and red.
The silence screams at me
Telling me I'd be better off dead.
The walls close in around me.
The Demons make their move.
a Wolf stalking its prey
A strangled sob escapes me.
Yet no tears will fall.
The dark windows watch me
Like a crow scavenging for,
An easy meal.
Tearing at my hair
Scratching at my skin
I can’t take it anymore!
I silence the Monsters
With the sting of the blade,
Like the prick of a needle,
Before morphine quiets all pain…