Nightmare

buried under the lies of my 'perfect' life
everyone sees me as the one who's got it all
i can't even find my own mind
i'm floating on a cloud yet crashing into walls
i burn under the flames of mine own seduction
and am frozen of from reality
what is left for me
the one who deceives and longs to be free
i can't breath
i'm drowning in my own darkness
what was my purpose for making this mess
there is nothing that can help
i must find my freedom in my entity
and help this nightmare turn to fantasy