Weak

Chest breaking sobs,
I can't control myself,
I'm so lost.
They want to know.
I can't utter a word.
I'm so lost.
The feeling of violation,
Retaking my body.
“I'm sorry,” I mutter.
They give me all the time I need.
I still can't say what happened.
I've blocked all those memories away.
I never wanted to remember those.
Now,
They want him in jail.
I can't say a word.
I'm their last hope.
Now,
I can't be the strong person,
I need to be.
Nick Anderson,
Go to jail,
I will find my voice,
And tell the world,
Of what you have done.