Because of You

Here i am walking through this life

burdoned by the darkness that have taken over my life

I don't want to burdon you with this dark and lonely tale

but its as if these words are writing themselves

I used to be good i used to be kind

but nowadays I can't recognize myself in the mirror

its strange to think its all because of you

but even then i still dream of you

Im drowning in an ocean filled with my love for you

that has been tainted with dark feelings no one should bear

these dark feelings i feel is all because of you

they warp and twist my love filling with rage

i dont know what to do

all because of what you did to me that night

my rage connsumes my love like a dark raven

"Nevermore shall you love again" it screams

Oops it looks like Ive written too much

I never meant to burdon you with this dark tale

you made your choice, you should live your life with whoever you please

as for me "you never truly love until you've given up on it"

I still hate you and despise you but i love you just the same

its strange how that works

but even in the darkest night there is light

my rage will soon fade away

but if you see me before then

on the streets or at school

don't acknowledge my prescence

its better that way
♠ ♠ ♠
Authors note: this poem is inspired by my best friend Johnney and to tell the truth this is all from my head, i never had a girlfriend before so i dont know how it feels to find one cheating one you