I Don't Understand

I don’t understand, what I did to you
For you to fuck me up and leave me blue
I don’t understand, how you crushed me whole
Leaving a hollow feeling where it should be my soul
I don’t understand, how you treat me so
Like your arch enemy or some kind of foe
I don’t understand, how a bond so tight
Could be broken so easily, in one single night
I don’t understand, how you say you’re my friend
But leaving nothing but pain and sorrow in the end
I don’t understand, how you could do that to me
In a moment of weakness, because you were a little lonely
I don’t understand, why you would do that at all
We were like sisters, I’d catch you if ever you were to fall

I do understand, that our friendship is no more
You made that decision, when you became a whore
I do understand, that I cannot look at you
Was everything we shared even ever true?
I do understand, that you make me sick
All this pain, for one night with a dick
I do understand, that you couldn’t care less
If you did, we wouldn’t be in this fucked up mess
I do understand, that you lost more than just me
You lost your pride, your reputation, your dignity
I do understand, that if it were me
You wouldn’t be writing this poetry
I do understand, that I could never be like you
I would never treat you like the gum underneath my shoe