Stuck in the Middle

Nothing compares to feeling defeat
You try to act fine when no one's discreet
The big empty space that's in my soul
Has left me drained just as a whole
I'm never bad but never great
I cannot sleep nor can I wake
I have no dark but still can't shine
How can I break from this conformitive line?
I'm stuck in the middle with no way out
But not sure how this even came about
I reach for the moon with not one star
No matter how fast, I don't get far
I look up with eyes that are half blind
But my hearing is not a one-of-a-kind
I have no map to guide me through
So I walk in circles as I always do
My body burns with no gashes or cuts
For I can't go down or even up
I'm faded into the canvas of time
No one sees my colors, only my crime
I affect the picture as a whole
So sombody, please, just save my soul