Thinking The Things I Do

If I lay down, would you say by me?
If it came to it, would you save me?
From all the lies and the broken hearted
I just want you to know
I would die just so you could live
If I had the choice
I'd always choose your happiness first
I know that you think that I'm messed up
Thinking the things I do
Although it may sound odd to you
It is the only reason why I'm still here
Here to hold your hand
Hold you tight, kiss you
I can't think for a second
That tomorrow might come
I don't want to get my hopes up
For all I know, I could die
Pass silently in my sleep
Not one more word uttered to you
My dear, do not worry
Think of me tonight as you sleep
Knowing that I will always love you
Even when I am gone