Livin' In This Hell

People discriminate,

lie and betray.

Carving new crevices into my heart.

My fists get tighter as I get angrier.

My tears are put into smaller portions as i fall deeper into depression.

I see this house burn down,

and watch as the ashes are carried off into the night sky.

I see the fire getting dimmer.

This house is no more.

I lay upon the wet, cold ground and close my eyes.

Dreaming of the past,

as I feel the sting of a wire hitting my body.

Feel my heart breaking deeper and deeper.

I feel fire upon my body,

as though I were Ignited.

I open my eyes and see an angry mob standing before me.

Lit torches and protesting against me,

screaming, shouting and judging.

I try to stand up,

but it was like i was nailed to the ground.

The people before me do not see fear in these very eyes.

For I am not afraid,

not afraid of death.

I lay my head back upon the ground, firmly closing my eyes.

Wishing to fall asleep,

and never wake up...