Flashbacks and Triggers

My dreams serve as escapes
The scenes better than fate
Eyes closed can't see evil
Flash of time, dates
Memories unerased.

Remind me what happened
Tell me I'm the one to blame
If things were done differently
Now wouldn't be this way

Misunderstanding triggers
The mind and soul as it remains
To remember so well and accurate
This sick and torturous flash card game.