Rapunzel Before Eugene

The area between my fingers.
The space next to me when I wake.
The cushion next to me.
Like Ariel before Eric,
Corey before Tapanga,
Rapunzel before Eugene.

18 years and nothing.
No firsts. 
Kiss,
Cuddle,
Sex.

The empty are between my fingers.
(Where his are meant to go).
The empty space next to me as I wake.
(Where his face is the first site I see).
The empty cushion next to me.
(Where he's meant to hold me as we watch movies).
My (empty) life.
♠ ♠ ♠
The idea came to me when I was half asleep and I finally just got it down and out. Please tell me if it sucks, I would really love some constructive feedback.