I trust you

I’ve fallen down once again
My body lying on the floor
My hand is covered in red
My blood leaks out once more

I’m sorry I dissapoint
I’m sorry for it all
I’m sorry you have to see
Everytime I fall

I can’t stand back up again
I don’t have it in me
I can’t live another day
I don’t the strength to be

Everything that you asked
That first time you took my hand
That first time you stood me up
That first time you made my plan

But you’re here once again
And you don’t give me a choice
And for that I thank you
You give me a new voice

So with this new chance
I know what it will take
Thank you for it all
Thanks for not letting me break

I don’t have a choice here
You won’t give me one
I asked for an alternative
You gave me none

So I still fight
This bloody war
Though I still can’t see
What I fight it for

How many months now
Have we been friends?
I couldn’t count them
But I’m glad I met you then

You tell me there’s a reason
You tell me it’s true
We’ve been friends for so long now
That I trust you

So I now promise
I so swear
That I will fight
I so dare

I will continue
This bloody fight
I promise I won’t
Give up light

So here I go again
Head first into war
With you by my side
I don’t need to know what it’s for

If you command
Then I will obey
You to the end of the earth
I’ll do whatever you say

As sisters and brothers
Connected through blood
Remembering all the times
We overcame the flood

With you here with me
I push on
Because I know now
There will come dawn

I don’t have a choice here
You won’t give me one
I asked for an alternative
You gave me none

So I still fight
This bloody war
Though I still can’t see
What I fight it for

How many months now
Have we been friends?
I couldn’t count them
But I’m glad I met you then

You tell me there’s a reason
You tell me it’s true
We’ve been friends for so long now
That I trust you

So I now promise
I so swear
That I will fight
I so dare

I will continue
This bloody fight
I promise I won’t
Give up light

I fall once again
My face hits the dirt
Bleeding from the leg
I can’t tell you how much this hurts

This is all I can feel
There’s nothing else but pain
But the fear that mixes in
Let’s me know that I’m not insane

My blood spreads out on the ground
And you’re by my side again
Trying to help me out
You simply won’t let this end

And though I am so lost
And though I’m not worth this
You still keep pushing on
That thought you just dismiss

So you patch me up
Then you take my hand
Just like that first time
You make me stand

My helmet on my head
My rifle on my arm
I know that by your side
I will not be harmed.

I don’t have a choice here
You won’t give me one
I asked for an alternative
You gave me none

So I still fight
This bloody war
Though I still can’t see
What I fight it for

How many months now
Have we been friends?
I couldn’t count them
But I’m glad I met you then

You tell me there’s a reason
You tell me it’s true
We’ve been friends for so long now
That I trust you

So I now promise
I so swear
That I will fight
I so dare

I will continue
This bloody fight
I promise I won’t
Give up light