lost soul

my heart is held down in darkness by cold black chains.
its in constant fear of rejection.
in constant fear of hurt.
in constant fear of the sharp pain of another lost love.

my heart fears of loving again.
it cant love again.
its created walls around its self to hide away.
no one shall again see its softness.
no again shall pierce it with lies.

with constant thoughts of everyone's face friend ships and deceit the boy hides away after being hurt by all and everybody he knows. without even his family helping him or caring he hides away, disappears into his own world of depression with no hope, and when hes out he always wears a mask to hide his feelings and is always so conscious not to let anyone through his wall.
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its an old poem thingy i wrote im no longer so depressed. i couldnt remember all of it thoe