Anxiety

feels like a wrapping around the throat.
feels like a hole being punched into the chest.
feels like my legs are paralyzed.

feels like my arms are restrained
feels like there are pools of water around the palms.
feels like there are lakes around the feet.

feels like my heart is in a boxing ring and continues to lose, gets up does it all over
feels like the what if's are a reality.
feels like this is where i'll be the rest of my life.