Sadness and Sorrow

Sitting here: contemplating
Whats wrong with me?
I can't, figure it out.
The peices just don't fit.
Why is my heart always breaking!?
Why am I always with pain?
The one that I love, is never even there!
Alone I sit, always.

Walking along, daily life dulled
by the cloud that looms overhead.
I just, can't pull myslef
out of this mindnumbing dread.
Seems like life is just dead

My hearts bleeding for your embrace.
Sorrow incases my mind
Never thought I'd see the day,
when I would want to cry