Sorry

I’m staring at something
so wide and blue
that my heart is breaking
words form in my throat
but I choke on them
they knot my tongue
and you’re still
staring at me
with blue eyes that
are trying to kill me
you could stop my heart
and you know it
I want
to tell you how I feel
but I’m not good at admitting I’m wrong
I cough the letters out onto the floor
and arrange them on the carpet
we could try again
but it ends this way every time.