Jealousy

Green with
envy I guess
they say it’s a sin
and if it is it’s worth
going to hell for
because I gain power
from hating you
for what you’re good at
and maybe that’s
Just as bad as it sounds
but god
someone has to hate you
because god
everyone else loves you
loves you so much
it makes me sick
I’d rather die
than say you
were right
or that you were
better
because I wish I was you
and I’d rather go to hell
than wish I was me.