Anxiety

I can't help but feel this way
Everything's over
Everything's lost
I can't help but pay the cost
I can't come to realize it
My mind won't work
So I lay there in panic
Thinking I'm not ok
But in reality
I'm going to stay
Alive I am
Near death I'm not
But as my mind makes it
I am close to death
They say they will help
But it never seems to work
All I can do is sit there
And think I'm not alright
They say I can stop it
But it's not that simple
They don't know what it feels
To think your near death
They say it's in my head
They think I'm over reacting
But in my mind I am dying
But in reality
I'm going to stay