Gone

I've started,
never stopped,
always trying it again,
to see if it helps,
take away the pain,
that's always left behind,

It's not there anymore,
the relief,
i used to feel,
it's not there anymore,
the knife i used,
is still on the kitchen floor,

The blood,
it used to make a satisfied feeling,
now all i feel,
is the pain never healing,
it's still there,
even after all of the blood,

There's no way to stop,
no matter how hard i try,
i've done it for to long,
to deep,
don't you see,

It's not there anymore,
the relief,
i used to feel,
it's not there anymore,
the knife i used,
is still on the kitchen floor,

There has to be,
a happy ending,
to this sad story,
there always is,
a happy ending,
just let me take,
the time to find it,

It's not there anymore,
the relief,
i used to feel,
it's not there anymore,
the knife i used,
isn't on the kitchen floor,
anymore

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