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(Note-Sorry if some parts don't make any sense, I was depressed and almost in a "trance like state" when I wrote this so please forgive any mis-understanding if thats the right word for it. Its 3:30 AM and I'm tired so I'm not thinking clearly. Well, good night and hope you like this.)
Will you remember me this time around? I'm convinced that you wont. Why do you chose to forget all of things that happened? Nothing is as traumatic as this. I would never expect this from you even after all that's happened. I find it hard to believe what you've become. Now, I have to move along and forget my life. Discard the memories that I cherished so deeply or allow them to pierce the future and cause me to perish. I feel shattered pieces of yesterday rain down upon me, cutting me in every way possible. You've made me hate life in all of its twist and turns. Watch as I destroy myself day by day. You shall never truly know what you have done-not until you realize just who I really am.
I never thought things would get this bad. I have lost faith in the little joys in life for they were never really mine. In the end,nothing really matters any more. Truth be told, I'm just a nobody. Invisible to the rest of the world. No one ever truly believes in me. Does that make me unreal in any way? you surely think so.Ive been left in the darkness for so long now that i don't know right from wrong. Will you be the one to pull me out of this darkness? Please just try for me. Please, for you're sake, don't give up on me just yet. I may be a ghost that haunts these halls but I do know my way back home. I heard them say that we were the fallen, that we were damned ever since we were born. That doesn't matter, lets give them hell regardless of the circumstances. They helped create todays rotten world so lets just burn everything.
Lets introduce our hidden failures to the world and make them see through our eyes. So what if our race was doomed, we just may make things right again. Though, people truly are rotten, they just may redeem themselves, Maybe one day, but that day is far off I fear. I fear we will live our lives hoping for that day to come but, no signs will appear for us. Only a select few will truly make a difference. Lets just pray that its for the better.
Will you remember me this time around? I'm convinced that you wont. Why do you chose to forget all of things that happened? Nothing is as traumatic as this. I would never expect this from you even after all that's happened. I find it hard to believe what you've become. Now, I have to move along and forget my life. Discard the memories that I cherished so deeply or allow them to pierce the future and cause me to perish. I feel shattered pieces of yesterday rain down upon me, cutting me in every way possible. You've made me hate life in all of its twist and turns. Watch as I destroy myself day by day. You shall never truly know what you have done-not until you realize just who I really am.
I never thought things would get this bad. I have lost faith in the little joys in life for they were never really mine. In the end,nothing really matters any more. Truth be told, I'm just a nobody. Invisible to the rest of the world. No one ever truly believes in me. Does that make me unreal in any way? you surely think so.Ive been left in the darkness for so long now that i don't know right from wrong. Will you be the one to pull me out of this darkness? Please just try for me. Please, for you're sake, don't give up on me just yet. I may be a ghost that haunts these halls but I do know my way back home. I heard them say that we were the fallen, that we were damned ever since we were born. That doesn't matter, lets give them hell regardless of the circumstances. They helped create todays rotten world so lets just burn everything.
Lets introduce our hidden failures to the world and make them see through our eyes. So what if our race was doomed, we just may make things right again. Though, people truly are rotten, they just may redeem themselves, Maybe one day, but that day is far off I fear. I fear we will live our lives hoping for that day to come but, no signs will appear for us. Only a select few will truly make a difference. Lets just pray that its for the better.