An Ending

I’ve been here all this time, but I guess that doesn’t matter to you. I held you up, do you think that She’ll do that for you?
Lying, loving, playing games with my heart, you made me trust then tore that apart. I told you my fears, my hopes my dreams.
I opened up and showed you everything. I told you my secrets again and again, and this is how you let it end.
Love isn’t dead, its just mine for you, I have to tell myself its true. I now know deep in my heart you weren’t meant to be a part, a part of my life my plans my dreams. You aren’t as perfect as you seemed.
No one is really, but I think I deserve someone who isn’t going to lie to me.
Its difficult for me to find the words, to express the pain and explain the hurt. To tell the people that I know, that the promise we made so long ago, is gone.
That along he way that promise frayed, with lies and fights and stupid things. Taking swipes at its foundation, that lovely red ribbon tore to pieces.
You might be happier in her arms, and for that old friend I wish you luck.
But if she drops you, I wont be there to hold you up.