Godless

What have I done?
Here I stand again.
Amid the rubble.
I've broken you.
What is it inside me?
What makes me like this?
I'm not happy until the world is miserable.
I'm darkest when I'm alone.
And I am lost to solitude now.
I've lost the one thing that held the light of my world.
I've finally chased you away.
And all I want to do now,
Is bleed until I die...
How could i hurt you?
The thing I cherish above all else.
How did I allow myself to do this?
What demon has corrupted me?
What have I Done?
I stand here amid the ruin
Looking at the flames.
What have I now?
I'm on the precipice of my own destruction..
And now there is nowhere to turn,
I've burned everything away.
And now I'll stay.
In shadow and flame,
In my own personal hell.
And I will never know salvation.
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I've really fucked it all this time...