Should Have Known

I didn't think much of it
When you said you don't feel love.
I should have known we'd be unfit,
But still it's you I think of.

You were the first girl,
The first reason I wasn't sure.
Your soft lush hair curls,
You made me feel secure.

I never thought I would love a woman,
I never thought I'd get so attached,
But then I began,
To think we might be a good match.

It wasn't long until
You're apathy came back,
You lost any sort of will
To me it was the worst sort of attack.

You didn't have to say
That I wasn't good enough
I feel the dismay
That everyone thinks I'm not enough.

I try , I try my hardest
Why does no one ever take me for me?
You've got me so damn stressed
I don't understand why "I" can never be "We".

You said you didn't care
That I was just another person,
Another person to spare,
And you're apathy worsened.

You didn't want me,
was I wrong to walk away?
I think we can all agree,
I haven't a heart left to give away.

I want someone to try.
I want someone to care.
I don't want someone to lie,
I want someone to be there.

You took my heart,
By saying you loved me,
You tore it apart
When you said all I was to you was love for free.