Stop Pretending That You're Sorry

If I give you my all
I need something in return
Don't just set my heart on fire
Then stand to watch it burn
I'm tired of waiting for you love
Wondering when it will be my turn
You always say you want me
But prove me otherwise
I can't believing I'm still here
Listening to all your lies
I wish I didn't love you
So I could move on with my life
But sadly I do love you
Because you can brighten my day
With simply the things you do
Like holding me in your arms
But I can't helping thinking who
Is really on your mind
But when I'm in your arms
I feel like there's nothing else
And I can finally reach the stars
But the more that I think of it
It's hard to know who you really are
It kills me to think that
At any moment you could walk away
Without so much as goodbye
I'm running out of words to say
That could explain my love for you
I hope that you open your eyes someday
And realize my true worth
Everyone else can see my light
Deep behind my eyes
So why does nothing feel right
Until I'm next to you?
So I'll continue to fight
To save the love I have
I'll have you know I'm pretty
But I don't mean to brag
I'm simply letting you know
I'm not a useless rag
I'm a girl with beauty
Something you obviously cannot see
Because I know that if you could
You wouldn't be doing this to me
I can literally feel my heart breaking
And it's getting harder to breathe
It's hard to stay strong because of you
Someday you might realize
That I love you truly and
The pain inside my eyes
And maybe that'll be the day
When you stop making me cry
And so I dream of when it will come
Never letting go
You'll open your eyes for the first time
And simply say hello
You'll start to apologize
But I stop you and Say "I know"
I'll open up my arms for you
And you'll rush inside
Knowing that there's no more reason
For you to run and hide
All the pain you've made me feel
Will slowly start to subside
♠ ♠ ♠
I truly love Adam and it's not always bad between us. There are good times, but it's still hard. Hopefully after we have a long, serious talk, he'll realize that I can't hold on forever. Maybe I'm just paranoid or possibly insecure...