Friends & Maybe More

My phone lit up with a text from you and it made my day although I had no clue on earth what it would say, we hadn't talked in awhile you preferred it that way and who was I to make you stay? It said "Hey, I'm just checking in, you know wondering how have you been?" I stared at it for a minute thinking it'd be easy to lie talking to you only opened old wounds and made me cry, my eyes teared up as I keyed in "Fine, you know still here wishing you were mine..." I replied after backspacing all but the first four letters knowing if I sent this things would be better, you said you were great happy with your new girl and you and I lied and said the best of luck I'm happy for you, I wanted you back a fact we both knew but it wasn't going well there's only so much one person can do, I tried to move on but just hearing your name tugged at my heart I wish I has a road-map to know where to start, deleting the messages between us and putting the pictures away but the memories were etched in my brain clearly there to stay***Things are somewhat easier these days trying to forget us in different ways, my heart still skips a beat when I get a text and it says your name but I don't want to play with my feelings anymore I'm done with this game, were still friends or something like that I guess you could say your still in my head pretty much everyday.