Struggle
1.
breathing
spikes in my
vision, I
grasp at the
eyelids
painting
ugly pictures
and tug
tugtug –
2.
seven years
of bad luck
is worth
shattering
the mirror
by throwing
it to the
ground
and dancing
on its
grave;
3.
dirty
memories
crowd the
corners of
my eyes
and I scratch
them away
with a
sharp-edged
knife.
4.
bones are
not that pretty
and I'm
not going
to let him win
by acting as
a trigger for
my fading
away;
5.
I'm strong
enough
to fight
against the
disease
inside
my head.
breathing
spikes in my
vision, I
grasp at the
eyelids
painting
ugly pictures
and tug
tugtug –
2.
seven years
of bad luck
is worth
shattering
the mirror
by throwing
it to the
ground
and dancing
on its
grave;
3.
dirty
memories
crowd the
corners of
my eyes
and I scratch
them away
with a
sharp-edged
knife.
4.
bones are
not that pretty
and I'm
not going
to let him win
by acting as
a trigger for
my fading
away;
5.
I'm strong
enough
to fight
against the
disease
inside
my head.